She may be a nigger too but that doesn't make her any more available to you than a white girl is, boy, just be glad you get to jerk your little baby dick in tribute to her getting properly Bleached. Cumming from a rage-fap is still cumming, so just swallow that non-existent "pride" of yours and enjoy shooting that filthy monkey spunk in your hand by yourself, it's the best you'll get so you should savour it.