I got into bleached because I had immense self hatred for being short, brown, having a "tiny" penis, etc.
However over the years I've become more outgoing and recently a really cute Mexican girl who's about 3 inches taller than me has expressed interest. We've been friends for a while, and I had a crush on her, but I didn't think anything would actually happen. We'll be going out on a date this upcoming Thursday.
Alongside this newfound confidence and company, I've also become more comfortable with my body. I've become more in touch with my South Asian roots and feel less ashamed about my skin color. I've embraced my short height and found that it's not as big of a deal as people online make ot out to be. And my "tiny" penis isn't even really tiny, it's only short when flaccid. At full erect length, it's about 5.5 inches, which is pretty average.
Nowadays whenever I come on here, I just feel kinda weird. I won't lie, I still have a bit of attraction to this fetish, because of how much time I've spent with it, but I think it's best if I leave it behind.
As retarded as this might sound, I've developed a bizarre affection for this fetish. I'm a bit sad to leave it behind. But the whole "inferior sissy brown males submit to big white cock" thing is not healthy for me, and could potentially ruin my real life relationships.
See you around guys. Hopefully not cause that would defeat the whole purpose of this post, but you know.