Holy fuck~ I've had a pretty similar fantasy for a very long time, completely exposing myself to the entire world as race traitor who's addicted to white cocks, that way any white men would be free to simply walk into my house and abuse my little chink body as much as they want without any consequence <3 Sure, that would completely destroy my life, also my friends and family would never talk to me again, but I don't care as long as I can worship the superior white race <3