Jewish girl here in my early 20s. This started as a kink for me but gradually I've been starting to feel more and more like I genuinely believe that Aryan men are superior and that I should move on from this just being a fantasy to actively finding myself an Aryan, Christian man to please. The problem I'm running into is that I don't know how to go about it.
I know I'll have to abandon my Jewish faith to please him and that will be easy enough. I plan to convert to whatever denomination or sect my future husband wants (he'll know best) but I also want a man who will indulge in the reality that he's bleaching me and I don't know how to advertise that. Does anyone here have any advice for landing a man who will call me all the slurs I want and gradually corrupt me?