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So recently I feel like this whole racist roleplay thing I got going on is starting to bleed into my real life and it's fucking me up mentally and emotionally.
Initially I feel a high of pride and comfort in the hateful things I think and afterwards I feel a wave of guilt and shame that makes me feel like a piece of shit.
I'll most likely take a break for awhile but I wanted to vent.
I don't want to live my real life filled with hate.
SuperPeppino said:
If you are white, you should be racist and hateful in real life, white people that try to not be racist and hateful get stabbed in the heart by a fucking nigger, and then the rest of the niggers make a hero out of your killer.
Oh god don’t even remind me that shit made my fucking blood boil. Why can’t the black community ever celebrate or uplift someone positive for once. Also don’t they understand that if they loosely define self defense that same loose definition will be used against them some day? Honestly shit like this is why the black community has so many problems and why I feel ashamed for my fellow black people. Anyway sorry for the rant.
Alluring_Eagle_1488 said:
So recently I feel like this whole racist roleplay thing I got going on is starting to bleed into my real life and it's fucking me up mentally and emotionally.
Initially I feel a high of pride and comfort in the hateful things I think and afterwards I feel a wave of guilt and shame that makes me feel like a piece of shit.
I'll most likely take a break for awhile but I wanted to vent.
I don't want to live my real life filled with hate.
bleachbooru user fails to compartmentalize and recognize the difference between sexual fetish and reality. many such cases!
at least he recognizes that his behavior is wrong.
SuperPeppino said:
If you are white, you should be racist and hateful in real life, white people that try to not be racist and hateful get stabbed in the heart by a fucking nigger, and then the rest of the niggers make a hero out of your killer.
I know what case you're talking about. That's actually the reason this whole thing has escalated. It went from just fantasy and into reality.
Anonymous-Coon said:
Oh god don’t even remind me that shit made my fucking blood boil. Why can’t the black community ever celebrate or uplift someone positive for once. Also don’t they understand that if they loosely define self defense that same loose definition will be used against them some day? Honestly shit like this is why the black community has so many problems and why I feel ashamed for my fellow black people. Anyway sorry for the rant.
Black people will never change untill society does. If anything black people are getting worse because all the decent black ppl just end up leaving the community and marrying whites, so they are no longer black but become part of the mixed race in the next generation.
GorgeWBussy said:
bleachbooru user fails to compartmentalize and recognize the difference between sexual fetish and reality. many such cases!
at least he recognizes that his behavior is wrong.
Imagine being lectured on "racism le bad, guys!" on a porn site by a guy with this username.
Alluring_Eagle_1488 said:
So recently I feel like this whole racist roleplay thing I got going on is starting to bleed into my real life and it's fucking me up mentally and emotionally.
Initially I feel a high of pride and comfort in the hateful things I think and afterwards I feel a wave of guilt and shame that makes me feel like a piece of shit.
I'll most likely take a break for awhile but I wanted to vent.
I don't want to live my real life filled with hate.
Hey man its all good that means you dont really hate anybody and this is just a fetish honestly it sucks all the modern discourses that are out there but this is because of the internet and its brain rot, i think You should go outside and detox yourself from online discourses made up by awful people and bad actors over stuff that is not real, really consider to leave porn for a while if it starts to affect your mind and relations with people.
fkiblaze said:
Just be racist and not hatefull then.
That’s my thought process. The definition of “racism” that the mainstream goes with USED to be considered hateful but now it’s just reasonable. Whether we ever did have a society where the content of character mattered more than race, that’s not the society we have now, and the very people who cry the hardest about racism only make it worse. The more people identify themselves with their race, unconsciously or otherwise, the more race will become a useful observation in sizing people up.
My policy is, if you keep race out of our interaction, I’ll do the same. If race DOES become a factor, that doesn’t mean it has to be adversarial. That’s why people joke about self proclaimed racists having a more diverse friend group than the people who preach about how not racist they are.
whitebread said:
Hey man its all good that means you dont really hate anybody and this is just a fetish honestly it sucks all the modern discourses that are out there but this is because of the internet and its brain rot, i think You should go outside and detox yourself from online discourses made up by awful people and bad actors over stuff that is not real, really consider to leave porn for a while if it starts to affect your mind and relations with people.
Yeah, I've honestly logged on today just to see responses and read my mail.
I'm going to spend my time doing shit I actually like doing.
Alluring_Eagle_1488 said:
So recently I feel like this whole racist roleplay thing I got going on is starting to bleed into my real life and it's fucking me up mentally and emotionally.
Initially I feel a high of pride and comfort in the hateful things I think and afterwards I feel a wave of guilt and shame that makes me feel like a piece of shit.
I'll most likely take a break for awhile but I wanted to vent.
I don't want to live my real life filled with hate.
This sounds less like how I feel about being racist and more about how I feel when the post nut clarity hits.
Alluring_Eagle_1488 said:
So recently I feel like this whole racist roleplay thing I got going on is starting to bleed into my real life and it's fucking me up mentally and emotionally.
Initially I feel a high of pride and comfort in the hateful things I think and afterwards I feel a wave of guilt and shame that makes me feel like a piece of shit.
I'll most likely take a break for a while but I wanted to vent.
I don't want to live my real life filled with hate.
For me, its a lot about compartmentalizing and knowing "this is what I enjoy as a fantasy" and "this is what I believe in reality". What is helpful for me is to clearly define what my IRL beliefs are as a foundation, maybe its writing it down maybe its just thinking and sould searching. But once your have that core of what you genuinely believe in, use that to anchor yourself and then let your fantasy be something else. Your fantasy is more clearly deliniated from your real beliefs and you're feel to act however you want as that fantasy knowing its exactly that. What you do as a fantasy doesn't define who you are as a person in the real wider world because you have that mental barrier and grounded knowledge what the kind of person you want to be offline when you aren't on the booru.
Alluring_Eagle_1488 said:
So recently I feel like this whole racist roleplay thing I got going on is starting to bleed into my real life and it's fucking me up mentally and emotionally.
Initially I feel a high of pride and comfort in the hateful things I think and afterwards I feel a wave of guilt and shame that makes me feel like a piece of shit.
I'll most likely take a break for awhile but I wanted to vent.
I don't want to live my real life filled with hate.
W H A T
SuperPeppino said:
If you are white, you should be racist and hateful in real life, white people that try to not be racist and hateful get stabbed in the heart by a fucking nigger, and then the rest of the niggers make a hero out of your killer.
Austin Metcalf stabbed by Carmelo Anthony who took a knife to a track meet, and sat in the opposing teams sitting area, looking for trouble and had previous acts of violence in school. Now a grifter, a "pastor" who beat a toddler, shoe horned himself into the situation and is standing on his soapbox, making it all about race and playing the race card. They are going to use this as a staging point for another summer of love event.
Alluring_Eagle_1488 said:
So recently I feel like this whole racist roleplay thing I got going on is starting to bleed into my real life and it's fucking me up mentally and emotionally.
Initially I feel a high of pride and comfort in the hateful things I think and afterwards I feel a wave of guilt and shame that makes me feel like a piece of shit.
I'll most likely take a break for awhile but I wanted to vent.
I don't want to live my real life filled with hate.
SOCIAL ENGINEERING. If you are white and you are proud of your heritage and love your country, and history you're taught that that is racist, and hateful, by design.
