First off, don't go to 4chan. If you do, you'll just end up a degenerate femcell that won't even come close to have a real life.
Second, get back in touch with catholicism. Of course i have a slight bias because i'm catholic myself but religion is one of the most important things in modern life.
In today's time, we often turn our back to morality when we don't believe in something. We came from a world obbesed with religion to a world obessed with sin, sex, drugs etc.
Both arent good. When people were too busy with religion, we were dumber, had plagues, didn't want to advance. Now we may cured nearly everything but now people are too obbesed with sin.
It's now that our religion is more important than ever. When people loose touch with our religion, it gets worse and worse. People are leaving because they love sin more than god. When people leave, those who stay in the church are the ones who profit off of it, pedos who ruin our image, those who turn their back to god and backstab god adn jesus christ.
We need to stay and to believe in our religion.
You can see what happend to the protestants in the US. More focused on politics than the lord. Those "Megachurches" are the same where those shopkeepers turned the temple of jesus into a market instead of a place of worship.
Stay in catholicism. Stay away from sin. Of course nobody is perfect and we can't be the perfect humans. We always will sin in some way. But when we repent and aknowledge our mistakes and are truely sorry, we will be saved.
It also just feels better to not sin. It feels beautiful to have a pure life. You will feel way better than any junky would with his drugs, a slut or manwhore will ever would with their changing partners or any alcoholic will ever would with his beer and whisky.
So, stay in catholicism. Read the bible and learn it. Understand it and think about it.
Third, Touch grass. Basically the same that the guys above me said.
Don't be on the internet 24/7/365.
You can follow some easy steps: to not be a degenerate fuck:
1) Stay in shape. Go jogging a few times a week, go to the gym (would be less recommended as sinners who only train their body to get bedpartners are there too and would want to use your body), have physical hobbies, etc.
2) Stay away from Junk and trashfood. (the same reason as above)
3) Be active in your community. Volunteer for your church like i'm going to do, join a club or do something else that fulfills your life.
4) Get a good education. Not just to get a job, but to know how to think critically and to stay smart. (math is important as it's very problem-solving oriented.)
5) Stay on the right path (No drugs, No alcohol)
6) STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM 4CHAN. Those are degenerates. Behind every "WHITEGOD88" or "N1GGERBR33D3R691941" is a pathethic fuck with 0 life.
Fourth, Learn your worth.
You only have one life. Don't give your body up to Nolife men who only want to fuck you.
Get a good man who knows your worth and is also, at best, catholic.
When you get your lifes togheter and are happy with your husband, get children. I know you said you wanted to get two children, and thats already a good amount.
Christian Men are the best to marry when youre catholic.
Atheist can lead you to the wrong path.
Muslims are self-centered and believe in a pedo who had hallucinations in the desert to be their prophet.
So yeah, thats my advice